Atleast, you have tried. You are step ahead of others. Others might interpret your misfortune as a failure. But, guess what? That is their interpretation. You have a different interpretation from theirs. Failure, means to you a much deeper additional knowledge added to what you already know. It points out the things that you either did not know or things that you did not paid attention to, that was vital in your test, presentation or during your interview. Now, next time you will know better what is expected from you or what you need to know. Just a lesson learned, nothing else to worry about.
Life is a learning journey. We learn all the time. If you fail at a certain task today, does not make you less of a human being or a failure. For sure, others do not know what you know, even in a different arena. So, don’t worry. You will get there. Just a little push. No one knows all. Whoever look down on you today, you will beat them at another game. The good thing about failures and reproaches point exactly to what you need to learn or improve. That is an opportunity for self-betterment. So, pick up yourself and get back in the rank. This time around you are more equipped to conquer. Take heart and release the champion in you.
Trust me those who are laughing at you, slandering and criticizing you, have not walk in your shoe. They actually possess little knowledge, to an extend that they are unable to contribute constructively, but instead criticize to prevent or in hiding their knowledge to be put to test, expose or challenged.
The fact that you have started, set you apart from the dreamers that takes no action and just continue dreaming days in and days out. You are surely a champion. Continue building on that little you know, till you get there. Real champion will acknowledge and encourage you and hold your hand to reach the greatest heights. Slanderers with no such abilities, will only jump to discourage and destroy. Shake them off and overlook them, lest they block your productivity and cripple your dreams. Any tongue that does not add value to your life, is not worth listening to. The best is still yet to come. Take courage.